Why would I be lonely?
Dem Doctor Who quotes.
Everything in life is a “waste of time.” Your associations, responsibilities, activities, hobbies, etc. But why do anything if it’s a waste of time?
Well, it depends on how you classify that waste. Although the fact doesn’t change, you’re wasting your life. The question is how are you wasting your life? Was it worth it? Or was it not?
Classification is how you differentiate how you have spent your time.
Its something I quite don’t get. Something on the tip of my tongue. But yet so far away.
Something I wanted to believe. An illusion of sorts. But it felt so real.
The things I’d say and do. The nights I stay up.
The trippy way I wake up. The smile when I go to bed.
The crap I feel. Its always been how much I care.
But maybe I care to much.
The tie around my neck. Its like that.
Choking. Yet comfortable.
Stylish. But can make or break.
It can kill. It can save.
The abundance of colors.
And the viewing window is much more clear.
Revealing more than I expect.
Is it good? Is it bad?
I guess neutrality is best suited.
Because I don’t want to believe.
Its never been there.
The way I thought. They way I think.
The norm is fine. Forgetting is horrendous.
But it adds the fun in life.
Makes it a little more worth living.
Maybe I’ll find it all over again.
But maybe not.
it was something I never got.
It was on the tip of my tongue.
Did it slip?
Or is it still here.
But I’ll have a little faith.
In the things I’ve built.
My morals. Achievements. Personality.
I just hope its good enough.
For everything you tried to tell me.